"Judecca" by Chibi-chan

Judecca
By: Chibi-chan

Fun? Is that all you think about?
Needlessly killing people as if they were your playthings?

No one ever cared about me. Why should they? I'm just a "happy little psychopath", one who plays with the lives of people, but doesn't have the guts to risk his life...

Fun? Are you really enjoying yourself?
Or are you just trying to hide your true self from the world?

Even when I was little, I was rejected by all. In short, my life sucks. Past tense, present tense, and future tense. Even when I was allowed to join the special unit, the "Cocytus", I was still... so lonely...

Fun? Is distancing yourself from others fun?
Is that why must you hurt others just as badly as you hurt yourself?

Why the hell should I care about the people who refuse to let me get close to them? Why, when I know I'll just get hurt again?! I don't need them! I don't need anybody! I don't...!

Fun? I don't think you're having fun,
All you're doing is closing your heart and closing off the world...

All I have is my fun... and my regret. Come and get me, ARMS! Come and free me from my prison of sorrow! End my loneliness at long last!

Fun? The time for this kind of "fun" is over. Farewell, you poor misguided thing...

My one regret... is that I never tried to end my loneliness...

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End

No one is exempt from pain, not even your antagonists...